BE_VE I'll tell you things you want to hear,

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currently feeling very very upset

oh and not to mention stressed.

I feel like staying up to do math today

my grades are horrible
I'm horrible
for letting my grades get this horrible

guess that connects.



I act/say something and I usually mean the opposite.

I think I need to sob all the stress out,

or stretch

or do math/study.


I feel happy when I'm very productive.

I think I'm going

(quote joyce) bonkers.



today: science was productive, orchestra was fun (beethoven's symphony #7 is so beautiful I was like bobbing my head while 2nd violins played the 2nd section) thanks siew I have like 8 scales to practice during winter break, history was productive, I guess, my quiz was horrible, god, my history grade is horrible, oh and p.e was intense, poor christy and her sore arms and one soon-to-be buff/skinny leg btw we came in 3rd place for basketball for p.e did my makeups, afterskl was pretty pointless

okay I definitely need some panadol for this headache
virtual headache or not, I definitely need panadol

back to chinese speech







stabkilleyeballdiggingscreamingfingernailscratchinghairgrabbingpunchingjabbingcuttingstranglingglaringbiting

I feel very violent today


bya- bella's version of bye + cya HAHAHA.

I forgot, who's the one who always manages to cheer me up

oh you're not there.
stop being so busy I need your love now



-arms outstreched,

I look like a fool/stop making me stand here for so long/you know what I need.

.maureen