Miss home....
Most of people say that I envy you have chance to see the world.
Yes, it is true.
It is nice to see the big world.
But....
After going home and visiting Taiwan again in May, I realize that I am not the OLD Jill anymore. My identity is transformed by the western culture and new environment. I am still a Taiwanese, but how come I could not really feel totally comfortable when I went home?
I do not really know the reason why. I know I am different. Just different. Someone told me that I am not alone, because he has the same experience that I have. His heart is pull by two sides--one is America and one is Taiwan.
I think it is difficult to go back to the original me, because it is just impossible.
This new me is very different.
Different.
Unique.
Got homesick...
But... where is my home?
Canada? Don’t want to be.
Taiwan? Could be.
Heaven? Maybe.
That night I left Taiwan, I was smiling in the picture.
But I tried to tell myself again and again,
”Be tough and be brave.”
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