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just that we are not prefect

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星期五
听说今天是黑色星期五
我说谎了


今天天气很好
很好的意思就是说
今天有太阳
还蛮温暖的
虽然说早上一睡醒的时候
到处都是白茫茫的雾


下午两点的课
很闷很爱睡
凯恩老师不断地访问
同学近乎爱睡地回答
谁也提不起什么兴趣
终于
熬到3点半的中场休息
想抽烟的都涌到门口去解瘾
想睡觉的都在课室倒头就睡
我是难得地快乐涌到门口的人
但是不是抽烟
而是打电话
结果
大伙儿的聚会聚不成
我只听到了花痴莹的声音
还有小孩的尖叫
柠檬鱼，全能美，
我真的不是北海打来的电话
T.T
电话讲不成
我还是回去课室
作睡觉的人


才坐下来
土耳其同学巴塞尔也进来了
她说
“今天天气真好。如果可以到oxford circus 乱逛，那有多好~！”
往外看
天气真的很好
阳光普照
“好吧。我们现在就走。”
但是
下一堂课
凯恩老师还是会点名
结果
我就到staff room
很认真地告诉凯恩老师
”my sister called me just now, saying that there is something emergency that need me to go home right now.”
是的
我说谎了
为了温暖的阳光
我说谎了
不懂为什么
那一瞬间
我真的只想逃开那一课室的闷
我 真的看到了闷字在空中飘扬着



就这样
我和巴塞尔一边享受今天的温暖阳光
一边从学校走到oxford circus
再从那里走回学校
花了将近两个小时
不断地走路
不断地讲话
巴塞尔说
” you know, it’s not his fault. he does everything perfectly. just that we are not perfect.”
我很喜欢巴塞尔讲的这句话
大家都不爱上凯恩老师的课
大家都会说这是凯恩老师的问题
其实
巴塞尔说对了
” just that we are not perfect”
为什么我们就不能坦白地承认自己的不完美呢？






巴塞尔和我都是爱甜点的人
结果
我们什么都没做
就是吃着冰淇淋
走了很久的路
对了
这冰淇淋是巴塞尔坚持请客的
谢谢巴塞尔




和巴塞尔逛衣店的时候看见的
我们都很想知道
到底里面装了什么？
是大衣？
还是包包？
当时的我
真的很想重重地踢那家伙的脚
然后抢走他的gucci 大纸袋


巴塞尔巧遇她大学的同学
巴塞尔是个美女吧？
今天我才发现
她有舌环
没怪讲话有点怪怪的
而且
还是个会打爵士鼓的女生


巴塞尔和我有着相当一样的背景
她是念新闻系的
在自己梦想中的报馆
当了半年记者后
发现梦想终究是梦想
现实太可怕恶心
毅然辞职
然后到伦敦来看看
除了报馆
她的生命还可以有什么


我想
也许我会和26岁的巴尔塞成为很好的朋友



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我要回應
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或许人家只是当你是路人甲而已呢~
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2006-10-14 13:19:07
版主回應
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有没有看到”也许”这两个字？
ish......
2006-10-14 16:54:29
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对..我就是无聊哪...
2006-10-15 11:13:46
版主回應
不要逼我骂脏话~~~！！！
2006-10-15 21:38:27
花痴楹
那个小孩的尖叫声就是表妹。。。
2006-10-15 11:54:33
版主回應
就是那个传闻中的恶魔？
2006-10-15 21:41:35
土拨鼠姐姐
是的。。。
那一天刚好家里的抽水马桶坏了，门把也被人拖坏了。。。
紧急要妹妹回家抢修。。
2006-10-15 21:22:42
版主回應
T.T
不要再用这个来消遣我了
我不会再逃学了
2006-10-15 21:43:10
yin
yup.......
u r right
2006-10-16 09:00:46
版主回應
传说中的恶魔果然名不虚传~~！
2006-10-18 20:31:33
鲸鱼
唔。。。梦想和现实的差别实在是太恐怖了。所以，我们(我和我大学的gang)没一个在本行就是这么一回事。

不过，无所谓，可以在空闲时看看电影，读读电影杂志，赶赶电影展，上blog写观后感，也是不错的～
2006-10-18 10:49:33
版主回應
也就是因为这个样子
我现在在伦敦读着不一样的东西
思考着自己该不该再回国之后
作回这一行
2006-10-18 20:33:59
yin
can u believe it???
now after staying here for bout 4 weeks...
I kinda become good friend with the devil...
realize that she’s just using the wrong way to express coz she dunno how lucky she is....
last nite she show me her essay titled ”My best friend” , she wrote about me...
I laughed so hard....
but I really suspect if she treat me as her best friend or pet lo......
haha
2006-10-26 18:51:33
版主回應
i quite curious how the devil look like... ...
2006-10-28 07:34:49
icelemonfish
就把不完美看成完美吧~~~

yin,
我现在的脑海中浮现，恶魔的宠物该长什么样子~~~@-@
2006-10-27 16:27:30
版主回應
” 就把不完美看成完美吧~~~ ”
不是每个人都可以这样想的... ...
2006-10-28 07:35:44
yin...
she’s jus a normal kid la....
saturday nite we couldn’t sleep n talk til late nite 4a.m....
can u guys believe it???
jusnow my cousin asked me if I got my driving liscense already when she dropped me...
kek sim....
2006-10-30 09:01:28
版主回應
u better be ready for everything ... i mean it’s time for u to decide ..to get a room or a car....dun like last time..last minute only panic and worry ....
2006-10-30 17:59:39
yin
I’m quite sure I wanna get a car...
but mostly 2nd car,
I’ve calculate...
if I rent a room then it’s the same as paying installment for a car....
then beta I stay at my home, happier...
plus if i get a car,
it’s easier for me to do any job....
this weekend go home maybe wil talk to mother...
but talk to her oso no use ....
2006-10-31 09:12:47
版主回應
what i concern is ... the journey on the road evryday... traffic jam, long distance etc ..it’s tiring ... ask yean shi bout this..she’s really experienced one ... ...
of course i will be happy if u get a car...coz i can have another driver ~~!HOHO~~~~~
2006-11-01 06:31:52
yin
made....
of course I know about that...
actually yen shi distance is longer than mine....
and i knoe the jam period at my house there....
but as I told u guys...
I’m used to it already after staying there for 24 years...
now, troubling people is tiring than driving that distance to me...
plus...
if I cannot tahan...
I can switch to other job ....
I’ve decided if I can’t manage to do this job...
I’ll go to work in factory straight....
by that time....
no matter wat job I do....
I still need a car.....
lately I heard a very terrible news from my cousin...
my brother’s been borrowing quite a lot of money for illegal gamble...
he’s been borrowing money from my sister twice.......
My heart went cold when i heard that.......
2006-11-01 09:56:36
版主回應
i think u have been considered all the pros and cons to buy a car... as long as u think that’s the best decision...just go ahead...my heart went cold as well when i read what u typed... plz...get some time and communicate with him...coz it will become family’s problem...no longer his personal problem...
2006-11-01 17:15:28
yin
I know...
when my cousin told me this I’m so angry....
I wanna talk to him...
but my cousin ask me to calm down and take no action yet...
she said they’ll talk to him when they come back for cny...
my mother doesn’t know yet...
they know form my uncle who works in the same factory...
Actually my uncle oso know that from rumours...
but the fact that my brother borrowed money from my sister proved taht it might be 60% true....
I’ve decided to rent a room here and keep some money first...
after I talked to Yen Xi last nite...
thanks to her...
Coz I don wanna get stucked to the car installment and do nothing....
suddenly I remember my dream trip to Taiwan....
but I’m so scared now all my saving wiil need to pay for my brother...
I’m so sad....
he already has a good example which is my father and uncle to consult....why he still followed their path??
smoke, gamble.......
you know...
last time when my lecturer look at my palm...
he said my future is not bright at all....
and he ask if I have problem in my family...
that time I di believe at all...
now the situation makes me believing it........
2006-11-02 09:16:49
版主回應
icelemonfish is always a great lecturer on long distance driving...see..she did help on this topic...hehe....
bout ur brother stuff, is it too late to drag till CNY?

ah yin,
dun be so negative...
dun believe to ur palm so much...
plz believe to urself....
2006-11-03 01:42:55
yin
I just don wanna get stucked to the car installment...
I have to complete my trip to Taiwan first...
I oso dunno how my cousin think...
I dunno how to talk to him......
now I’m so tired .....
2006-11-03 11:40:16
版主回應
let’s go taiwan together one day...^o^
2006-11-04 10:49:17
yin
I hope so....
the can do shopping crazily
buy all the cheap stuff
2006-11-05 10:15:10
版主回應
when i think of 五分埔, i start to feel that i wanna shop and shop and shop~~~!!!!
2006-11-05 18:41:07
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