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There?
YOU TERRIBLE BASTARD!
How could you do this? I lose control and can’t stop crying. What would be things like if I never had a hand in?
You are SO CRUEL. If I could, I would get you out and yell at you right now.
It’s really mean of you to do all these and then pretend you know nothing. You have the guts to provoke all these, then don’t act like a coward!

See what you’ve done! Two withering souls that you played and played, dumped and dumped, again and again, as you wish. We’re human no more. To you, we are just kind of amusement. Meaningless.

Did she know how you descibe her? So pathetic! She even thought you two are lovers.

I feel so sad. I don’t know her. We never talk but somehow I know what’s in her mind. I cried for her many many times. She’d dropped so deep that she won’t get through. NEVER! Through her articles, I find myself and burst out in tears. I realize what’s in me. I’m not through the torment yet, though I’m trying to keep the distance. I try so hard. I try to convince myself that I could have a new well life. "Just don’t look back," I say to myself when I’m sober. In the rest of the time, I’m in the muddle, living in trance.

Frankly, I don’t wanna see you any again in my life, but I’m unable to refuse you, refuse the harm you set, refuse the wave you bring. I have no choice but open the door everytime you knock.

I wanna stop crying, but I can’t. I wanna have a day without tears, but no. Did you see all these? Did you know how hard I try? Did you know how we struggle every single day to live after your sudden leave? When can I cry my last tears? When can I be over you? When?

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