露薏莎士比亞 台灣是國家

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I haven't log in this webpage at school for ages.
Last time I did it at the start of fall semester, yes few weeks after my arrival in nyc for my advanced study at this school.
I desperately went to the lab to check out everything online and left msg of what I had felt for the new environment.
It's all about my bullshit complaint on academic study, lots of frustrations and adjustment to be improved.
I still can feel that overwhelmed emotions when I'm sitting here and typing the reflection after 6 months.
What my imputs right now is between. I've improved gradually, reached to some points,nevertheless, it isn't enough.
Fears are rooted in my mind and I hardly remove them promtly. yes,I can do it, if I have strong resolution other than lots of fucking excuses and fucking comfort zone.
though I did progress, I made more mistakes this semester boldly. I need tightly enormous momentum instead of stress points.
Why I have been burn out is due to my bad habits.
can't stop blaming myself
hope I'll be fine cos of this serious reflection.
go back, pls
no more delay which somehow doesn't mean challeges of main stream.
enough, freedom doesn't equal to unrestriction.