在"深夜裡的圖書館"這本書中就說:圖書館是最接近天堂的樣子,我想他說的沒錯,尤其發一本想看有興趣的書,有時間能坐在圖書館享受一本書的時間,成為第一個蓋下到期章的人,但相對的天堂也使人孤獨,再蔣勳孤獨六講中說:孤獨是一種沈澱，而孤獨沈澱後的思維是清明。不管在身體裡面或外面，雜質一定存在，我們沒辦法讓雜質消失，可以讓它沈澱。...靜坐或冥想有助於找回清明的心，...也就是莊子所說的「坐忘」。
「思考者，要有能力承擔孤獨。」當自己在思考時，周遭沒有人聽得懂，或是投以怪異的眼光，以責備或否定的語氣回應時，我必須承受這些壓力，當我疲倦的時候，心裡也會開始動搖，心想著：我該放棄自己，就跟大家一樣吧？
每到暑假秋分之際,生活像個斷層,原本A君已經轉學了,C君也消失,取而代之的是B君 ,熟悉的地方悄悄的進行施工,什麼制度措施也就蹦了出來,不變的是自己還身陷其中的事實,只好孤獨了起來,連自己跑去修八干子打不著的系都感到不可思議,你問我為什麼? 因為我孤獨 ,是被自己的興趣孤獨,是為夢想而孤獨 漸漸的處於一個窘境 只希望自己知道在做什麼才好
身在天堂,處於孤獨的晚上,正拿起巴別塔之犬準備享受一番,手機就震動了
原來是房間裡鬧鐘忘了關,直喊著GOOD MORNING 電話那頭隔壁房學長說到
難得天堂時光也就提前結束,時間會把孤獨沖淡,或拉長行成交集,像黑格爾所言
"兩個不同的觀點,最後會趨於整合"到還沒時間專研究先拿出來用了,不過孤獨時,誰會聽你說三道四,時間一拉長,又會忘記一時想法,半刻觀點,就像一前討厭自己,說要如何如何,結果時間一過,熱度,人性淡忘的本人,後來學會孤獨也就不會再眾目魁魁下變的尷尬 孤獨有時間性,一漏掉像一本書,一則報導帶來想法,電影當下衝擊,一生中有幾次能遇見阿
不過人有種要命的使命感與義務和好奇,像巴別塔為了諾亞方舟散落各地的人們方便溝通所以建立,也為了與神溝通,人與神創世紀前是平等的,BLOG就像人類再建立巴別塔一樣,互通資訊沒拜科技所賜,人孤獨一面才有所交集 ,反之時間一拉長,也把人各自帶離孤獨圈,也不知道怎暗自決定BLOG沒有留下以前文章
我就不再出現,說到這又想起之前看九零專輯某篇提起面對死亡最後剩下的就是回憶阿.....才發現推離至孤獨邊緣的人是自己阿
這時時久沒丟水球給我的鳳梨君說:你狀態到底想表達什麼?
我說:想表達孤獨阿
PS:忙著孤獨時,會暫停建巴別塔,然而有些想法,觀點等等也就忘了怎麼跟人溝通了,我會嘗試直到下個交集到來,我會一直試,我到不想事後說,我以前就....
孤獨時誰會知道,人只知道所有人都知道的事...不懂這句話意思嗎,恩等你孤獨時在看這段就會了解了,這時間裡,這些文字都會一直在這blog
ps:圖為芭樂說龜山天氣很好,照片能抓住孤獨,所以我討厭照相...卻喜歡捕捉孤獨
The All American Rejects - Move Along
Youtube:
http://tw.youtube.com/watch?v=FSbGur1dz9k
收錄專輯資訊(五大唱片):
http://www.5music.com.tw/CdList-C.asp?cdno=426455679435
Move Along
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along
So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]
(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along
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