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The only time when you should feel alone is that you care for no one anymore.

I realized this when I wonder why can someone say that he's alone.

Once you are born on this planet, you are not alone. The only time when you are alone is when you died, or when you treat eveyone you had ever knew, met, heard of or even spoken to as nothing than a grand structure of biological molecules. My friends, families, co-workers, teachers are all striving with me every second. I do not beleive that distance can alter anything that is already founded with my heart. Perhaps we're not at the same place on earth, but we're still on Earth together.

There were times when I felt alone. That was when I was immature enough to forget who I cared and who cares for me. Perhaps that's only my illusion that my sincere friends and parents do care how am I doing, but I also know that I am what I beleive. So I chose long ago to place my sole and ultimate trust onto the resonance ones I ever got that chance to know.

Last night I was working on my statement of purpose for my transfer application. I brainstormed so much details that I valued, but I have to choose. This is the opportunity cost I learnt to sacrifice since Form 3. Sometimes I wonder: if I never learn about opportunity costs in my Economics class, will I still feel that I really paid that opportunity cost? My opportunity cost of not knowing that is to know about that.


Thank you for making me wonder.