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Thursday morning, 24/03/05, Library

Few days ago I got my friend Sara's email, she told me waht she had done recently, and invited me to see each other next week, i hope this appointment can come true, or sooner, cause, i loved her very much, last semster, when i had terrible roomate problem, but i was not aware of that, one day i went to library for studing, and passed her by on stairs,i was so happy but i did not know how to speak to her, cause my mind was very heavy, and i was very hungry, [hey Angel, how are you?][who are you, you looks like Sara, are you sara?]I thought these sentences on my mind, and i dared not to tell her, cause if she knew what i was thinking, i trusted that she would want to kill me-------

We had a short talk on the Union(the restaurant opposite to the library), i told her that i was too hungry and not aware that she passed me by, but i just thought about her these days, but i was too heavy to call her or email her, [you looked stressful when i saw you on the stairs,][really? do i looks stressful?]----wow, when she told me that, i felt realeased, -------becasue i needed some fresh air, i needed to breathe------------so did she, well, we had a short talk, and hoped that we can see each other very soon..........hope so hope so.......

I knew Sara in a Church, in the midmoon festival of the late fall when i arriaved iowa, that night, i was a little homesick, but i pretended that i was not-------the moon was very big that night, i wrote some words on my black note book, that night, few days after 911, a japanse friend told me that[it is going to be cold very soon------]