12月12日:今天其實不用上學,但要交Ryan的功課,而且還沒做完,其實都不是什麼原因,純粹只想回去環境lab.坐坐,那裡幾乎成為了我避難所。
十點半回到去,沒有想過的情況是,門鎖居然修好了,剛巧裡面沒有人,所以我沒得進去,唯有在樓梯口等等,又呆站了很久,今天天氣和上星期一樣那麼的冷…算了,上課室做做功課吧。
平常上Raymond堂的課室有Double A在討論功課,當他們知道今天不用上堂後便走了,我繼續邊做邊發呆,Savio回來了,等到十二時多便去吃中午,今天總算說出了話,因為那白痴waiter唔串佢唔得!點做野?
Carmen,我認識了妳第四年了,但今次我真的對妳這位大學朋友很失望,或者是我對妳這位朋友的祈望太高了吧…雖然由第一年我也已大概清楚妳不太會理會其他人的感受,或者妳也是無意,但也該為人想想吧…
功課還有兩題不會做,便齊齊上去問壞人怎做,結果是有一題不用做了,另一題講解得很清淅,之後便下去土木電腦室,寫完那題叫他們幫我交我便走了,再去多次環境lab.,終於有人了,Derek剛回來,我入去post了上星期一的日記,不知妳會否看到,又或者妳會肯看嗎?
三點九走了,我想回校,她就算避,我也不能避。
下完那二百多級樓梯後,想起要拿達標工程的證書,便去行政樓,終於拿回了,走落山的時候才發覺沒零錢坐巴士,又要跑上山找全澳大唯一可唱錢的售賣機了,準備再下去時碰到高同學,被他捉住談了很久,唉!下次才找我說吧,我要回校呢!之後便坐三十路回去了。
After I arrived to school, of course I very nervous, I saw you standing at music room immediately. I still said “hi” to you. Might be you were talking with Kang. So…nvm.
When I was teaching my two apprentices, you came to me and said that I didn’t need go to school this Thursday. I said my friend would take me to Taipa with motorcycle.
I think I must make you angry. Sorry, I don’t know why you don’t let me go to school on Thursday that moment.
Then, you left the room and stood outside.
I tried to keep on smile to teach them, but it really unbearable. I really want to cry!
People very easy to know what I am thinking because when some emotion leading or controlling my mind, it must display on my face…
After my apprentices left, I left too. At the backdoor, I saw you and Moon again. I waved to you. But I couldn’t see clearly whether you replied to me too.
When I wanted to know what time, I saw five o’clock something. And I remember last week this time. I’ve done a serious wrong thing. I hope I can correct my fault, which makes me so regret…
Then I went back to home. I sit in my study room. And suddenly felt so tired. So I went to sleep.
睡到八時被洪班長的電話叫醒,他問我樣辦入台證,我也很熟地告訴他,因我昨天早上才發了個再到台灣的夢,恐怖的是幫我辦的是我在政壇上排第二的討厭人物呂秀蓮幫我辦,難怪到我醒了仍未辦好!
After finished dinner, I started to type me diary. And play MSN with Moon. She explained to me about why I don’t need to go to school this Thursday. After her explanation, I know the reason now. And I also know I was really stupid and not a flexible person!
I know why I made you angry. I want to say sorry to you again.
看了會足球重播,沒有任何感覺。到了十二時多媽叫我出去提款,慢慢的走出街,在街中漫步,可以靜靜地想東西…
回家後我便開始打今天的日記了。一時多便打完off了,洗完衣服,原本掠好後便睡的,我又無聊地坐著看電視,兩點半才去刷牙睡覺,又開始想今天的事了…
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