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Dear Fei:
Today, your father gave the address to your place.. as well as the phone number.. There was an uncontrollable urge to cry, and I did.. I don’t know why, but it happened.. just when I thought I’d forget about you..
I just want to write a letter to you, and tell you about what is going on in my life for the past one year..I can’t begin to describe of what was and what is.. but I just want to say that, I do still care about you.. do you believe me? I’m going to be 26, I’m getting old, I’m not the girl you used to know four years ago, gosh, I was so young, and fearless..
It was too good to be true. Are you just a dream for me? But I know you are more real than that.. because you have left something in my life.. I would like to say sorry to whatever I’ve done to you, but I do truly love you, still now..why can’t we be together..
I numb myself, I intoxicate myself.. I’m so unhappy.. Am I so sad because.. I know that I might not see you for a long time from now on? I guess I look like an idiot in the eyes of my friends..but whatever, I don’t care..
Ma vie, c’etait change.. connais-tu? Je suis tres triste, et seule.. To see you, is a torture, because I would like to stay longer, but to not see you.. is whisky plus vodka on fire..
Lovingly Yours,
M.