30.10.2005
U know what
I used to think
Wht wud I becum if you ve never walked in and out of my life
Wud my feelings get so messed up and fucked up if i never knew wht heart-broken is
Wud Joy ever becum such a stranger to me after then
There it is, the darkest corner laid this weakest vampire
overcoming the fear of seeing the daylight
trying hard to act on a new life
yet all fleeting relationships r just masking a loneliness that is buried deep inside
Fishing in emptiness every nite
Worn and torn
Slipping and sliding thru daggers
Between edges and over cliffs
soon enuf to realize pain is the only remains fr someone who once existed as its whole world
Fr that moment onwards
it learnt to wander thru the abandoned land carrying no memories inside its head
Thoughts are tangled
But it wud grow a relieving smile on its face
at times recalling how its life had gone complete having its most loved crossed its path
maybe everything will jus turn naive if one believes love is dead
there exists miracles if u choose to believe
and however hopeless it has been
i still choose to believe coz that ll make me feel alive
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