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唔講唔代表唔關心??

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有一日同Andrew傾偈,竟然講起溝通問題
佢好大聲咁話「男人老狗唔講咁多喇,
係女仔先成日要傾講啫
其實唔講唔代表唔關心嘅」
我沉默不語
心想「佢係有道理, 唔講係唔代表唔關心
但有好多嘢,其實講咗係唔係會好D呢?」

我又想起天儒,心又再沉咗落去
感覺到心又再有DD痛,眼眶又再有DD酸
想起好多冇講嘅話,想起嗰張遲到咗嘅card
呢D永遠都會係我一生嘅遺憾
(不過我睇開咗好多架喇...大家唔好擔心)

我想起一晚,我特別心緒不寧
時間一到就打電話番屋企
第一句「喂」都冇「喂」就叫住要同天儒講
娘都嚇一跳,即刻叫天儒來
佢拿住聽筒,我哋閒談咗幾句,然後大家都靜咗
我腦中思潮不斷,好多嘢想講又講唔出
佢突然話「其實都冇乜嘢講,都係俾番媽咪喇...」
我心中大叫「唔好啦!我淨係想聽你把聲,知你過得好好咋!!」
點知我個口竟然話「咁好啦...」

之後我成日問自己
「雖然我口冇講,但其實佢知唔知架呢?」
我覺得佢係知嘅,佢大部份都知喇
但我諗佢永遠都唔知(連我自己都係後來先知)
其實我最最最想講嘅係一句多謝
但自呢個遺憾之後,我改變咗
我開始主動咁同娘,同好友們講我掛住佢哋
我開始做好多嘢來維繫,好多我從來唔會做嘅嘢
包括煮飯(SURPRISE!!),繡花(another surprise!!)...
因為我開始知道佢哋對我係好重要
我而家最大嘅志願係,唔要再遺憾
因為咗種滋味,係最難受嘅
呢樣亦係成長的一課

以下quote自Andrew Lloyd Webber嘅<>
So many cries in the night that you tried to ignore
Why didn’t I do this? Why didn’t I do that?
So many chances you lost that you never forget
Why didn’t I take it? Why didn’t make it come true?
The loneliest words you will ever know
If only, if only it was so
The emptiest words that could ever be
It could have been me, it could have been me

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stella
hai lor hai lor, but I’d still rather believe you do care about me even if you dun say la.. kaka
2006-08-29 14:17:53
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