潘朵拉的盒子-Felicia you have no idea who do u deal with

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Dear Felicia :


I realise that you must be very sad now, because the pet was ever as one of your family member and a part of your life.

This kind of feeling is very bad and awful because it make us feel we are so small in the world that we cant control or hold anything.......even the thing we love and care very much. It seems there is nothing real and exsist in the world. It might be here today or now, but it will go tomorrow or next moment. No matter how much we do, there are still something which we cant foresee or imagine. We are wondering what is correct and how to do is better.

Please dont say that you are a bad owner. I believe that if you knew something was bad for kim, you would not do it. But you are not a God and of course you did't konw in advince, right? So his illness was not your fault. It was merely the moment when he arrived the end of his life. Since we are getting old, we will also face the same situation that we are iller than before, no mention to a cat. I support your decision which is indeed better for Junior. (My Mom always tell me if there was onesay she suffers some serious illness, she hoped us to choose a easier and better way-- let her sleep.)

Of course when this situation happened, we must feel guilty and sorry that we dont take the accurate responsiblity for this behaviour. And even think it is due to lacking of care before so now this situation happen. But if we could think in another way-- everyone has his own way and fate to go, maybe this way is better for Junior.

I know you had already known these very well. You just need some time to recover this sorrow becuase he is ever one family member of you. I am sorry that I cant say anything to make you feel better, and I am not quite sure about the saul of animal, so I cant give you anything suitable suggestion for this. Hope you can go out form this sorrow soon.

Ps: Last week I sent a message to you by mobil when i was in the Swiss. I thouht you didnt receive it. Dont worry, There is nothing important. I just wanted to sent a postcard to you if you could re-sent me your address.

Best Wishes,

Little Miao