@~Emmanuel~@ @~Emmanuel~@ Everyday, everywhere, every minute, every second...... Where Love Flows, Happiness Follows It only takes a few seconds to open profound wounds in those they love, and it takes many years to heal them......

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(22/11/2004, mon)
今日發現, 原來我同依家o既同學仔, 係無負擔, 無責任ga law...所以唔駛太在意, 反正佢o地係唔會知ga.
Consideration...I won't have anymore expectation.
Heartbroken.
I accept your apologize. But there is a wound...which need time to recover......

夜晚amend個first aid powerpoint, 執到我傻~~@_______@ 一個無讀過first aid, 兼且係電腦白痴o既人, 竟然要prepare powerpoint, and then走出o黎present first aid...真係唔知死~~~~~

amend完個ppt就開始做FNC seminar paper, 1500字...in chinese...聽日交. 要命~~~~*.* 本來諗住尋日做o既, 不過又突然心情大跌... anyway, 我都係自己攞o黎衰ga la~ 成個禮拜都唔做, hea到last minute先至做. 結果做到5am~~~~~ 嘔o左2200字出o黎~
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(23/11/2004, tue)
瞓o左兩個鐘就要起身返學--->嚴重缺乏睡眠~~!
present first aid o個陣係monotone ga law >_____< 真係抱歉, 我都唔想, 幸好唐唐露o左一露nipples, 為我o地個presentation爭取到頗高o既分數~(<=== paulpaul話o既~ :p)
今日成日都有nausea & severe dizziness. @________@
做lab, 做catherization.
christine好過份, 好唔considerate. 身為一個nurse, 甚至係一個nurse educator, 竟然會係咁, 我totally disappointed law!! 家陣你係咪要我嘔, 你先肯俾我坐低ar!?!
"暈ar!? 我都暈wor~~!"
ok la! 我唔知你係咪o係ward都係咁同d patient講o野law!? 但呢一刻我作為一個patient, 我聽到你咁講, 我psychologically好難受law, 你唔單止affect我o既rehabilitation, 你仲令我o既severity increase ar~!
到底你知唔知咩叫"ampathy" ga!?! "NURSE EDUCATOR"~
~____~ 我無眼睇你.

It seems that people around me are keeping on failing me......
===> Low mood...