Just a quick update on my life.
First of all, a business partner appeared quite unexpectedly. Given I have no need for additional funding I was curious as to what this business partner could bring to the table. He's a passionate, driven individual, I believe he could be an excellent sales. Obviously most business partnership fails so I'm aware of the risks, I counter proposed to take him on as an employee, he tentatively agreed - we are negotiating terms now.
I'm yet to go through my license module but I'm making progress, I aim to have all the modules complete by Sunday this week but it might be a stretch. Anyway I'll aim.
Once I get the license things will come together much faster.
My best friend situation just got worse - this friend I practically grew up with and I treat like a family who has so blatantly fallen for me in a non-platonic way - had started physically touch and hug me in an extremely uncomfortable way. Whilst I try to get her to talk to me about the situation, she refuses every chance I threw her way. It's extremely frustrating.
I understand what she's going through, since I've been at the receiver end of unrequited love before, but I think what really kills her is the fact that she's hiding the fact that she might be gay from our group of friends. Obviously I'm not helping as I'm not 'out' to the group either, but I think I can lead an example. Which means I've decided to get myself a facebook account - yeah don't laugh I'm not on facebook, but I am on LinkedIn so I'm not antisocial, I just consider myself a career focused individual who dislikes to waste time on non-business related social networks.
But this time round I need to step up, I'm going to get a facebook account and I'm going to put my interested in as both male and female. Out of the closet I come! Not that it matters anymore as most of my closest friends have already known. But I hope when she sees that she can finally talk openly about her feelings and her infatuation over a warped imagination of me. She needs to come to terms with her sexuality so I can tell her to stop obsessing over me. This situation secretly makes me sick because I see her as a sister and it feels incestrous to have her given me those looks and touchs. Please make her stop already!!
In terms of my love life, I'm dating this nice boy at the moment, we've been seeing each other for a couple of months now. He's extremely nice which exacerbates the best friend situation and made my best friend gone all crazy on me, but I'm enjoying his company so I'm going to continue to see him. The only problem is there is no spark, I see him as a really good friend but I don't want to pursue anything serious. Partly because I've got my business on my mind these days, partly because I'm a little picky with guys nowadays, and partly because the stubborn side of me is refusing to let go of old emotions.
I want to fall crazy in love, is that too much to ask God?! I have the capacity to be an extremely romantic lover but I haven't given the opportunity to showcase that side of me to the degree I'd like! LOL.
I'll take this short break as an opportunity to meet more people, people from all walks of life! I'm really having a lot of fun lol.
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