Moving On 文字是一種陪伴

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Sometimes I have to avoid writing stuff in my other blog just because I need to avoid arguments with other people. Once you publish something, you feel like the whole world knows about it and people involved gets more and more agressive to you. I think I have enough on my plate at the moment and I really dun wanna top it up anymore.

The past week had been terrible and hectic, I had this guy whom I had a thing with for the past few months stirring things up. I had to confess totally with my boyfriend, he almost broke up with me but we made it through. To make it worse, this guy had turned our history into webporn, which is really gross and it hurts me so much. I had feelings for him, and we have a history, but it wasnt like what he had written at all. I had managed to keep quiet until his 3rd blog entry. I think the only best thing out of this is that Im totally over him and utterly hate him.

I went to talk to people for advice in Uni about moving out yesterday. Then they told me to talk to the estate agency about what we can actually do. I met a guy in the agency today. He said I need to find people to replace me and my boyfriend in the house. If we can find someone, then we can actually start looking at places to move out.

Talking to the guys whom we are living with now about this is the worst bit, which fortunately fell to my boyfriend’s responsibility because me and them arent on speaking terms anymore. One of them had been whining like a fucking baby which doesnt help at all. I know its my fault that things had come to this, but sorry mate, things happened, and all we can do now is to deal with it. He whined at my boyfriend so much, as far as I know, had been the only one who is actually trying to help him and as well as the victim too in this case, what good would it do him alienating my boyfriend?

He had been saying things like he doesnt wanna live with replacements, or move out on his own because either way, those people might steal his stuff, or might be druggies or party animals. I was absolutely speechless. So me and Kieran are dead set on moving, so he dun wanna stay nor he wanna move out. What can we do? I dun care anymore ...