cuz i said so

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There is a need in all of us
to have a place to hide or store certain memories,
thoughts, impulses, hopes, and dreams.
These are part of our lives that we cant
resolve or best not act upon
but at the same time we are
afraid to jettison them.
For some, this is a physical place;
for others,it is a mental place,
and for a few, it is neither.
(Wong Kar Wai)

Before, when people had secrets they didnt want to share
they’d climb a mountain
they’d find a tree
and crave a hole in it
and whisper the secret into the hole
then cover it with mud
that way, nobody else would ever discover it
( quotes from 2046)

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To me,
N is the certain memory, thought, impulse, hope, and dream that I need to have a place in me to hide or store.
N is part of my life that I cant resolve or best not act upon but at the same time I am so afraid to jettison it...


the feelings i have for N
were like 大家都知道的事
起碼 跟我有點交情的都知道這個人的存在
so i wouldnt say its a "secret"
只是 我還是想要 爬上一座山 挖一個洞在樹上
然後whisper into the hole
我只想
尋找一種解脫
一種救贖