cuz i said so

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sometimes I feel Ive never been good enough to be someone's girlfriend.

Not that Im so desperate to be someone's girlfriend
But the feeling that someone just wanna hang out with you, date you, but not consider you a girlfriend
makes me feel Im not good enough
cuz I know, when you really like someone
there's no such thing like " Im in a stage of life that I cant have a gf"or " I cant take that responsibility"
all these are just the excuses of " I dont really like you that much"

Ive never been good enough to be someone's girlfriend
and unfortunately, I dont know how to be good enough...i dont know...anybody knows??



Yesterday, 06/07/2005
和N去Nylon Magazine的party
他說
Do you think you can hang out with me without getting too attached?
我說
Ive been asking myself the same quesiton

我只覺得
他這樣問
讓我覺得
你根本不喜歡我

之後他甚至還說
yes im dating many girls
but 我只會找你出來hang out
我只能說
!@#$%你是要我appreciate that 嗎
你以為我真的那麼有肚量嗎


我到底那裡不夠好
無法讓你愛上我