cuz i said so

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The last time I saw James was on Wednesday nite
and he left at 1030, which i didnt know why
i didnt wanna ask, cuz i was so tired questionning him
I knew i would never get the truth

on Thursday, Xmas Eve, Xmas, he didnt give me a call at all
Fortunately, I had my own parties to go
and a group of lovely girl fiends
I didnt have time and energy to wait for his phone calls

Yesterday, on my girls night out
he called me at 1:30
he didnt really call me when he went partying after we started dating
so i didnt know why he did that again
maybe he was bored last nite cuz the city was so quiet
and he thought maybe its time to call Claire
I didnt pick up his phone call cuz i was a bit upset
calling me at this time aint a good sign
At 4:30, another call again
I really wanted to pick up the phone
and asked him what the hell is going on
But my girl friends stopped me
cuz its not necessary at all...

He is leaving NY for vacation for 2 weeks
by the time he's back, ill be on my way to Taiwan
we wont get the chance to talk or to meet for about a month
maybe ill be able to get over him this time
as long as im strong enough
as long as im not thinking of to win or to lose