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What can I do after knowing something is bad for me but still can't let go?

I should have known, from the very first second, you are the one thing I need to get away from.

My heart is broken but it seems never to be over.

I hate to show that I lost control in front of you.

Getting nothing in return but still choosing to keep suffering.

Every step I take leads to so many mistakes.

It hurts my heart but I am too helpless to protect myself from bleeding over and over again.

Everywhere I turn keeps me going right back to the thing I need to walk away from.

Our love is getting even more poisoned which makes us more like prisoners.

I was stuck in your cave and there is no way to return.

The harder I try to get myself out, the deeper I get trapped.

Am I far too exhausted or am I far too silly not to let it be over earlier?

Every moment I try to make up my mind to let it be ended; you make me believe we are still in love.

Every time I try to be strong enough to give you another try, you once again make me feel totally like a fool.

If love doesn't have to hurt, how come torturing each other pathetically becomes the only way it has to be?

Why do I carry on lying to myself that all your sweet words are not just illusions?

I need a way out in order to see through the whole situation.

Don't you know I am too wounded to get all my strength and dignity back?

Wonder am I so addicted to be hurt?

I was not willing to grasp the rope when I once had chance.

In the end I lost all my determination of hanging on. However hard I have been trying, all I get is one struggle after another.

Save your breath to drag me back for everything is about to come to an end.

Let me let go cos love is so blind that I need to get far away to figure it out.

Are you struggling as well or are you enjoying seeing me licking my wound?

Do you ever really understand the differences between “need” and “want”?

The faith in my heart kept just for you has already been devastating little by little.

There are no more steps for me to take cos no other mistakes I will make.

Do you choose not see or ignore the bitter desperation in both my eyes?

I hate to show the weakness when I told you no more I would like to fight.

Every day by day, I choose to be silent but I can't stop screaming in my head.

Instead of surrendering, this time giving up is the only bet I can take.

Do you really want me to leave without even a little regret?

Feed me more ache if yes.

Can no longer gratify whatever you want cos it is nobody but you who keep me away.

If walking away makes both of us feel released, then I should be brave enough to let our love fade away.