the computer im using has no taiwanese typing so ill just type in english.
anyway im going back probably right before august.. not this week..
we r going to my dads other company in 昆明 this sunday..
n becuz of that we had a big fight yesterday..
during the breakfast yesterday..
dad "the SOONEST time u guys can go back is the end of august"
me"but thats not what u said.. u said we could go back once we reached the goal"
dad"when did i ever say that? "
me"u did.. u just never keep ur words"
dad"#%^&^(*(()(_"
i forgot what he said but i was just so sad n disappointed at him.. so my tears start dropping while taking my breakfast..
n my dads gf was next to me.. she passed me some tissue n told me not to cry.. i just said"whatever he says just changes all the time.." then i went out of the house heading to the computer..
2 mins after mickey was behind me yelling"dad wants u to go back.. hes really really pissed" then i was like "what is he mad at? hes not the one who should be mad! i did nothing wrong"
so i was realy angry.. then i went back in the house..
he started yelling at me n shit n i was sooooo pissed n sad.. i started yelling n crying.. "why r u yelling at me?? i did nothing wrong!!! u just dont keep ur words.. im not blaming u or anything n i dont want to fight thats why i left the house n cry alone.. why r u yelling at me??"
that was the only time i actually yelled at my dad.. i was never like this..
the whole thing was really really long n complicated.. anyway all he was saying is.. he only said he would bring us back if we did reach the goal but he never said when he would let us back.. why m i crying like ive been tortured here like i had a tough time here.. did he not give us a good life? he promised he would let us back but why was i so in a hurry? was he like a major abuser who tortured us everyday? he was really jealous of my friends cuz he thought friends in taiwan were more important than him.. he said he never really had time to be with us so he really wanted us to spend more time with him since he works in tian jin.. but all we think about is taiwan.. so he was really sad..
we fought for like 1 hour n then we talked not more than three sentences after that.. cuz his friends were here n he was really busy.. this morning my dads gf told me they talked about this till almost 4 last night.. my dad said he felt really bad scolding n yelling at me.. he shouldnt have done that.. but he changed for me.. he didnt want to let us go back till the time when he came to vickies graduation.. remember me n my dad talking about this alone? but he said after the talk, he could really really feel how strongly i want to go back to taiwan n how much i miss taiwan.. so he decided to realize my dream..he just wanted us to spend some time with him in tian jin n kunming.. but he was also really hurt by my attitude yesterday.. why couldnt i just talk to him instead of crying n being so mad.. was he so hard to talk to? he is my dad.. why couldnt i just communicate.. he really wants us to be really close like friends.. finally we were getting so much closer.. thats what he told his gf..
its true that he never said when we could go back.. he said he would but he never said we could go back RIGHT AFTER we reached the goal.. it was all our imagination.. n i scolded at him n said he didnt keep his words for that.. anyway i feel really bad for what i did.. im gonna apologize later.. i still can see how sad he is from how he looks at me n everything:( im such a bad daughter..
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