It’s very difficult to describe my feeling when I was in
R’s wedding party, when I met my supervisor M & J there.
At the begining, M asked me am I still living in Taipei?
Later, he asked me about my job, if I already got a job.
I said: yes, I’m living in Taipei and working in a bank.
It’s an embarrasing moment to me.
Guilt fulfilled in my heart, I could not even look at his eyes.
I left them with the reason I need to go back my hometown
and take care of my mom.
But true story is I still in Taipei, I betrayed them....??
Sucks!
What am I doing??
I chose to stay in a safe zone, to be an ordinary people,
a small potato.
What’s my dream, and if I have a dream, where is it now?
I just like a dog breathing in this earth without any feeling.
Could I just let it go?
And have a better life without any guilt.
p.s.
I got the flowers from the lovely bride.
Ping said I will be the next one to get married, I am lucky.
Really?
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