Sat, 22 Oct 2005 20:47:09 +0800 (CST)
Dear Steve:
I really don’t say ” I don’t like / love you ” .... ^ ^
I am only angry then I wrote those uncomfortable words to you...
I think my words all day long, and not go to Taipei to join meeting today.
I pray God that
hope you will contact with me...but...I don’t know...
you have already said no more XXXX
And as I said perhaps, I treat you like webmate...so I still mail to you every day. ^ ^
( and you ever said you really pay attention on my mails.)我是不是很會鑽牛角尖呢？
I don’t know why you said ” 我們還是朋友...我沒有辦法太投入...
感情的事情不是付出了就會有結果”on that day .....
I think you seem gave me advice...and warn me not to treat you like a lover....
( Sorry ! I can only show you the past events....no future new things...about us.)
And you never explain for yourself..I don’t know why....
In my pig head, I don’t know how to reaction about your words...so as you told me
”don’t put rubbish in your head” several times, but I still do so....
On that day, I only concentrated on ” 我們還是朋友...我沒有辦法太投入...
感情的事情不是付出了就會有結果”....” ^ ^ ”
and I felt your body temperature when you closed to me....yeah...my first time,
so I feel happy till now.....
I ever tried to find anther job, and worked very hard and deadly...
then I got this job currently.
That’s the reason why I said ”I am easily satisfied with now”...
I ever faced many human nature, but I know you faced more ....
but, I know someday, I will leave this home....not now....
if one day, you get married . please let me know. I can bless you . the only thing I can
do for you...
Always care about you -- Emily ...
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> To my dear friend, Steve:
>
> ^ ^
> I know you do not pay attention on my letters...that’s ok...
> but, perhaps, I will treat you just like a webmate....
> ( I have no reason to ask you how you feel ? )
>
> For those days, yours and someone’s words are in my mind.....
> I think them many times....
>
> by the way,
> I wonder ......why your hand...um... on that day....um....I can’t forget
> it....the feeling...
> but, I know that is a little case to you....you did ever treat the girls like
> that ....” ^ ^ ”
> I would’t mind ....
>
> Your Friend Emily ^ ^
>
> ** I have a web-diaryjust show you one, if you don’t mind, you could read
> it.......... **
> 2005.10.20.四. Emily Yen
>
> Tonight, I visited a freshman in Da-Ye University with two sisters.
> ...about 18:00
> I felt happy and peace in my spirit...
>
> We read Math. Ch 24 of Bible and sang songs.
> Both of the sisters shared the freshman some gospel from Ch24...
> I shared a little...also.
>
> She, the freshman, listened what we said
> and she praied ”oh~~Lord Jesus...thank you for sisters coming that
> I can know you...Aman! Thanks the Lord.”
>
> One more thing that I heared from sisters...
> the way to go abord is that I have to go to Taipei on Sat (10/22).
> and joined a meeting in somewhere....
> the information form the meeting will lead us, the young people
> ,to Mainland China ...to study for preaching the gospel...one day.
> it’s the trend in the future...someone said that.
>
> A sister also said that ”You have to go to full-time training, Emily. it is
> better to you, young girl. You shouldn’t be in your job now.
> For your future, or for God’s sake, you need to go somewhere to improve
> yourself...
> go to study or go to training... ”
>
> Now, I got it....the words form you, Steve
> ,and the environment which somebody suggested a way to me
> will show me the same outcome....
> ”I need to be progressive, not maintain this conditions.”
>
> The last important thing I have to do is
> pray the Lord to lead me go straight...
>
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