⊕ 泡泡星球 於是我穿起貓女costume飛到泡泡星球。如果你現在抬頭向天空望去，對，在你的右手邊再過去貳仟捌佰壹拾萬光年的隔壁。如果你看得仔細，對，在那藍色小屋頂，也許你看得到我蹲在屋頂上，沒有所謂地對著你吐泡泡。

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房間又開始呈現喝醉的狀態。


地上都是散落的文件書籍，開始找不到要找的東西，才剛洗完衣服又想把所有的乾淨衣服拿去洗，啊被單床罩也該洗得香香，發現已經完完整整地用完了一罐CARMEX護脣膏，死掉很久的BASIL仍舊捨不得丟，枯骨一具仍舊待在窗台。


昨晚與室友徹夜長談，聽我借她的Yo La Tengo，喝葡萄牙來的紅酒，講得卻是傷心話題，兩個女生醉醺醺，說男人的不是，說愛情的苦。回到房間後，望著地上這瓶好喝的廉價香檳，二話不說啵一聲開了繼續喝起來，結局當然就是用爬的爬回床上然後是沉沉的香甜美夢。


起床後第一件事情就是撥電話給他，因為事情必須要有個了結所以，想跟他說既然這樣不如讓我拿回放在那裡的衣物，給一枚親吻然後從此不見。可是呢，你也知道，事情總是不會如你想像的簡單，當他一接起電話，劈頭就是一句北鼻對不起，幹他媽的我整個人心又軟了，所有演練的台詞全部吞回去，抱著電話聽他說工作上的不順聽他說抱歉爾爾，怎麼也提不起幾分鐘前的憤怒決心，又像隻貓一樣輕聲說了保重，掛上電話之後我開始摔東西，真是沒用的傢伙，可惡。


怎麼辦呢？ (嘆)


所以又回到那個奇怪的姿勢，這次我換上了貓女costume，沒有勇敢的殺敵，只是蜷起身體想要倒掛天花板，然後想到那畢竟不是cat woman做的事情，於是從天花板爬下來，想了想決定把自己藏進衣櫃，瞇著眼睛唱起俗濫的情歌。


【now playing】I try / performed by Macy Grey

Games, changes and fears
When will they go from here
When will they stop
I believe that fate has brought us here
And we should be together
But we’re not
I play it off but I’m dreaming of you
I’ll keep my cool but I’m fiendin.
I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it’s clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it’s clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

I may appear to be free
But I’m just a prisoner of your love
I may seem alright and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
I play it off but I’m dreamin of you
I’ll keep my cool but I’m fiendin
I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it’s clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it’s clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

Here is my confession
May I be your possession
Boy I need your touch
Your love kisses and such
With all my might I try
But this I can’t deny, deny
I play it off but I’m dreaming of you
I’ll keep my cool but I’m fiendin

I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it’s clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it’s clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it’s clear
My world crumbles when you are not near