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I think I am still doing something uselss trying to please someone

or try to make some kind of miracle happen; some said so long as you have the faith,

you have the belief,confidence,it may happen as you wished;

however, many hints are coming up that this does not seem to be working out;

I am still kinda doing something a bit pathetic...

Don't know why it is always like this....

 

Today..it was so hectic, I had been getting phone calls from 4pm and

been trying to solve unexpected things out; I didn't have dinner until 8pm;

and actually I only had brunch as I had eaten mid night snacks...

It's been a while since I last was so busy..

it's so unbelievable I had been so busy emailing and calling from kinda 3:30-nearly 8pm

and kept going till nearly 11pm and still a hotel called me then..gosh..

so many calls....

if those things can be sorted out,it'll be amazing ...

 

Sigh...........I am really ill-fated? I am being used or what?

don't understand...

I called a good friend of mine who hadn't been in touch for a while last night

and he felt kinda sorry he didn't call me to touch base.

today he said his wife is going to have a baby in 2 months....good for him though...

A book says..

why don't you need to suppress yourself? just express your feelings and what you wanna say which is

good for your body and mind?

today...I sort of considered myself as a driver as they sat in the the back seat of my car.

anyway..she didn't do it on purpose..she was just not that careful and thoughtful...

Sigh.......hate to say this..huh..ill-fated? or...what

I don't think I am that lousy...but it seems things aren't getting better

I don't feel liking stepping into any religions...for more mental comfort...

OK..any who really read this..........please try to save me then..................please...........

I have been trying to help myself out but if I am lucky............maybe you can save me a bit..

I don't mind at all..............