～☆愛情永遠是想像比現實美麗☆～ 時には私の個人的なことを徒然なるままに書き記します。 對一個人有感覺需要一分鐘，喜歡一個人需要一小時，愛上一個人需要一天；但是，忘記一個人卻需要一輩子。 追求一個能令你微笑的人吧。 天天見面的戀人不一定就是感情好，沒有天天見面的戀人也不一定感情會變差，重要的是兩個人的心有沒有心繫對方，給彼此多一點信任、多一點空間，這樣的戀情也是不錯的喔！

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昨晚看第四季Bones影集。在結尾時看到了Sweets桌上的新書名: Bones -The heart of the matter.
二話不說立即上網google一下，結果找到了這首歌，正是我此刻的焦躁不安之心情寫照呀...
很想在你生日那天mail給你。再說吧。或許等到我不是那麼想你的時候囉....

The Heart of The Matter by India.Arie

I got the call today, I didn't wanna hear
今天接到一通電話　我並不想回應
But I knew that it would come
但我知道該來的總是會來
An old true friend of ours was talkin' on the phone
一個我們都熟識的好友打來
She said you found someone
她說你找到了屬於你的那位
And I thought of all the bad luck
我想起過去那些倒楣事,
And all the struggles we went through
那些我們一同經歷過的掙扎
How I lost me and you lost you
那些我和你是如何的失去自我
What are these voices outside love's open door
在坦率的愛情之外　究竟是什麼聲音
Make us throw off our contentment
讓我們忘卻了知足
And beg for something more?
貪圖求取著更多

I've been learning to live without you now
我正在學習適應沒有你的生活
But I miss you sometimes
但　偶而想念你
The more I know, the less I understand
知道越多　理解得卻越少
All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning them again
從前以為自己明瞭的　又重新學習一遍
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
試著面對這一切的真相
But my will gets weak
然而意志軟弱
And my thoughts seem to scatter
思維也是潰散著
But I think it's about forgiveness
但我想　這是寬恕
Forgiveness
寬恕
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore
儘管　儘管你不再愛我了

These times are so uncertain
有段時間矇昧不清
There's a yearning undefined
有份思念無法定義
And people filled with rage
而人們之間充斥著憤怒
We all need a little tenderness
我們都需要一點點柔和
How can love survive in such a graceless age
愛是如何在這醜陋的時代生存
And the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness
信任和自信領著我們走向快樂
They're the very things we kill, I guess
我猜想　我們卻正在抹煞它們
Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms
尊嚴和競爭無法填滿空虛的臂彎
And the work they put between us
那些存在你我之間的汲汲營營,
You know it doesn't keep us warm
你知道　是無法溫暖人心的

All the people in your life who've come and gone
那些在你人生中來來去去的過客
They let you down, you know they hurt your pride
你知道他們傷害你的自尊　讓你沮喪
Better put it all behind you; cause life goes on
拋開這些吧　因為人生還繼續著呀
You keep carryin' that anger, it'll eat you up inside
裝載這些憤怒只會吞噬你的內心
I want a happily everafter
我想要一個幸福美滿的結局
And my heart is so shattered
內心是如此紛亂

I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
我試著面對這一切真相
Because the flesh gets weak
因為總會有一天力氣耗盡
And the ashes will scatter
總會有煙消雲散的那天
So I'm thinkin' about forgiveness
所以我選擇寬恕
Forgiveness
寬恕
Even if you don't love me anymore
儘管你不再愛我

我喜歡這個版本的唱法:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lJb_Sq7_jjo