fEeL so BlUe..
這幾天..悶...到說不出話..
真是...夠了...
昨天...真的很不高興...哭也哭不出來 叫也叫不出來...
只好揍牆壁...沒揍很用力..怕痛..
噗...可是後來發現...不痛...一點都不痛..
卻手破皮了...今天還小瘀青...
看到 笑了笑 很可笑
沒別得好形容...
痛? 麻痺了吧..哭? 有個屁用..
我的老媽..我該哭該笑...你的選擇..
我被你控制...lost my mind..
I walkin along..all by my self..
where is my friends?
here's no friends..
I am tired of those stupid thing happen again..
I am sick of my life...why?
no reasons..
I mad and sad at my self...
wut the hell is matter with me?
who knows..
no one knows..
每次 在我最 難過的時候
there's no one there askin if i am ok
每次 在我最 痛苦逃不出來的時候
there's no one can help me out
每次 在我最 悶的時候
there's lots things happen to made my mood more worse
HEY...U used to be a happy person..
Everything goin fine with u RIGHT?
YEA...USED TO BE...not WORK for me ANYMORE..
WHY? because no more tears ..
WHY? becasue i am sick of that...
我不高興 我好難過 我好悶
喔是嗎 不要這樣想啦 你就 不要想那麼多麻
我想要說@$#(@$&*#@$* 跟我媽好好的#$&@*&$(@*$)(@#%*
喔是喔 喔ㄛ 那就怎樣怎樣ㄚ 沒差拉 降不好耶..@&$**#&$
HEY that's not work of me
that didn't help me anything...
my DEAR friends that's not wut i want
can u just tell me how to do
well no one will know how to do with those problems
because no one have that kind's problems before
地球還是一樣在轉..轉轉轉...
不會為任何一個人停下來改變..
也許 我需要的只是 安靜的角落
但 為何 我希望有人在身旁陪
也許 我需要的只是 時間的想過
但 為何 我不想要在去想任何事
也許 我需要的只是 找尋我自己的定位
但 為何 我怎麼找就是找不到
朋友可以不需要我的存在
我卻不能 因為依賴性太強
朋友可以不位朋友講話因為怕惹上麻煩
我卻不能 因為我太講義氣 最後卻又變羔羊
Please tell me what is taking place,
Cause I can't seem to find a trace,
Guess it must've got erased somehow,
(In my World)
Never wore cover-up,
Always beat the boys up,
Growin in a weird family..place..
You know I always stay up without sleepin',
And think to myself,
Where do I belong forever,
In whose arms, the time and place?
Can't help if I space in a daze,
My eyes tune out the other way,
I may switch off and go in a daydream,
In this head my thoughts are deep,
But sometimes I can't even speak,
Would someone be and not pretend? I'm off again in my World
When you're all alone in the lands of forever,
Lay under the milky way,
On and on it's getting too late out,
I'm not in love this time this night
Take some time,
Mellow out,
Party up,
But don't fall down,
Don't get caught,
Sneak out of the house
yea that's wut i always want to do..
PIC** A stupid person
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