Well, the situation between us now..is so complicated.
I have no idea where are we now...do you?
Yesterday, during my Spanish class
My message tone rang loudly...
”Oh~ happy happy day~” my phone was singing
yeah, that’s my ring tone.
I totally forgot to turn my cell off.
I felt embarrassed cuz everyone in the class was looking at me.
”whos that!! made me so embarrased!!! I gotta find it out after class”
I couldn’t think of anyone who would send me message during that time.
Lia? no...she’s in the class too.
Steph? no..she’s at work.
Sunset guy? no..he’s right next to me!!!
Possibly Alec...cuz it’s around 9 something dinner time in Germany.
well..then I continued my work in class~
about half and hour later, we were off the class.
I took out my cell phone.
I was wondering whos that...and then...it appeared...”Your name”
I was so surprised that you sent two message to me.
you were wondering if we could do something together.
wait a second...did you finally clear up your mind or something?
I really don’t know what you are thinking...
I can’t read your mind anymore...
so you hugged me...hold my hands while we were picking up the movie.
and you even gave me a kiss.
does that mean anything now?
what’s happenning...
I’m so confused...what are you thinking? whats in your mind?
I don’t want to guess anymore...
I thought everything is just gonna be like that
just stop there...leave there..
I almost leave....
and now you pop in my life again...
this is just not fair...
what do you want me to do?
after that...it;s back to nothing now or what?
give me a break!!!!!!
if you don’t want it, then don’t take it!!!!!
leave me alone...please...
i know you probably clear up your mind...
but right now~ I think it’s my turn...
now I sound so negative even the thing is positive.
anyway~ I guess I’ll just wait and see what’s gonna happen.
i just don’t understand, why don’t you tell me what you are thinking?
I don’t want to ask~ cuz that’s your privacy
I know you’ve been doing things for me for two months...
and I didn’t really get back to you...
I knew that you’ve been waiting...
I’m sorry...and maybe it’s a start...
but I can’t tell what you are thinking.
anyway...I don’t know what to say...
that’s it, i guess....?
ah.....it’s driving me crazy!!!!
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