Good news from Wilson 其實好多人都未必知道我好多野,但係我又無咁多時間同佢講; 又或者佢唔想同我講,但係我又想同佢講. 總言之, 我想同你講...

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Suddenly, I missed my family in Hk. I remember I did not spent a lot of time with my father. U know, in Chinese culture, he are supposed to be respected, have face and separate themselves from the family.

However, I remember I had a lot of memory that I spent time with him when I was young. Somehow, I can feel his love to me from that.

He used to be very out going. We went fishing and hiking. After I have grown up, it changed. May be it was not he separate himself from me but I did.

I missed him because he has diabete and he is not well. When I was back to HK in 12/05, he was dizzy in the bath room while he was washing the clothes. I am worried about him. I should have taken care of him more.

I can never try to understand his view. Of course I can’t as I haven’t been a father and don’t know how much pressure he had because of me. I think mostly because of money.

I felt guilty that I could not help him financially for the apartment they are staying in. I chose that apartment with my mum and my younger sister. We had never thought about how hard to get it. I am sorry to give him extra pressure for that.

Hopefully, he would be proud of having me as his son.