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Every Wednesdays, I am exhausted even I couldn’t go to sleep .
There was always up and down in only one day.

Although there is 3 hours lunch, I can’t stand for such this long days. Classes from 10:30 to 21:30!

I don’t know what I was doing for the whole night. So down, couldn’t go to sleep, stressing up because of the study.....

Want to talk to someone else but who should I tall to ?
I hate this Asian culture. Always want to have a mature relationship with somebody. If I am a western, may be it is easier....

I don’t know why I like to think. Most of the time I think of something that is not important. Pr even day dreaming. May be this is a gift from God. If I didn’t think, I couldn’t realize that there is no meaning to be a life without God.

But it could be a curse when I am tired, always think of something negative. I felt so empty and lonely at this moment. That’s true. I can’t lie because I am a Christian and then I receive the joy from God. We all have weakness.

I am frustrated with the people who don’t like to talk about what they feel, refuse to share. None of them are interested to talk with me. They just want to have fun. What is so fun in their life? They even don’t know about themselves.

I am also frustrated with mysllf. I can see how disgusting deep insikde my heart. Could we be holy? Or like what the Bible said "while you are pulling the weeds, you may root up the wheat with them." Does it mean that I can’t live without sin? May be I mistaken it, I don’t know. But surely I don’t enjoy sin but I keep sinning.

Sorry, it seems that I am full of judgement. May be I should stop and go to sleep.