專屬寂寞 沒什麼…只是一個人的寂寞

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I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt

Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you






我不會再愛人了

那太累了

因為我的心已經碎成一堆碎片

沒有人能將它拼湊完整

其實啊

是我把自已弄的傷痕累累

其實明明結果都是一樣的

我卻用我自已去實驗

屢試不爽

還沒厭倦嗎?

其實好累了


想家了


好想

好想那個安定又無傷害的港口


只是

那都是過去了

不該再回去了

對吧?


其實很清楚的

只是還不願意醒來


在這AM2:36分

惡夢連連的清晨

我試著

努力的做個美夢。