昨天突然想到的，關於理想型。
我真的好喜歡九把刀的這本書，不是為了文筆，不是為了故事內容，只是因為，他寫出了我的白馬王子。
白馬王子該有的紳士風度，體貼，帶點高處不勝寒的憂鬱，我好喜歡楊澤于，我就是不懂，為什麼女主角會選擇每次都被我快速跳過其實不知道他到底是有何用途的阿拓。
昨天一群女生去A train聚餐喝小酒，我很有自知之明地只喝白開水，大家酒酣耳熱之際，總是扯感情的話題，只能說是空洞到了極點，其實我還真有那麼點想聽音樂的目的在，不過昨天不知道是不是位子的關係，音樂好小聲都聽不太見。
我就是還無法放棄，對白馬王子的幻想和期待，明明知道沒有人十全十美，明明知道每個人最愛的只有自己，還是會幻想眾所矚目的王子會在茫茫人海中和我眼神交會，然後世界就會從此光明。
總要試過才知道。雖然找到他的機會愈來愈渺茫，但是我一直都在努力，讓自己變得更好。
小記本週廢行程：說明為什麼明明減了診卻還是沒有做到月會的報告......
禮拜一上到七點半直接回家，打開電腦，結束。想吃冰涼的皮蛋豆腐而不可得(店沒開，而且在上診前就已經飢不擇食地吃了小7的御飯糰，一整個沒有空間可以容納下其他晚餐...)。
禮拜二下班後去上了很喜歡的黃老師的邱素貞瑜珈，雖然我每次被老師彎折身體的時候總是很害羞地覺得自己好像A片女主角在呻吟，但是我覺得老師有認真在調教我，收穫不少。下課以後墮落地去了A train，搞到十一點半才回家。
禮拜三下午就off，本來想加看場電影，不過動作實在太慢，加上要報月會沒甚麼心情，在去體驗om瑜珈前小逛了一下京站(想到前幾天在B2和B3拼命找B1就覺得自己的方向感很不可思議)，然後在去上明明就在捷運站出口的瑜珈前硬是走錯了路，不小心看到新開的添好運側面還燃起吃他的念頭，結果走到正面才發現果然跟新聞上報導的一樣大排長龍，可說是摩頂放踵揮汗如雨。上完瑜珈乖乖地去練了鼓，愈練就愈不敢停，因為實在打得太爛了，可是後來實在是太渴了，練一個半小時就回家了(其中有快要半個小時是在用平板...中毒甚深)。很乖。老天爺讓我在包包裡面找到我的項鍊。晚上吃泰式料理，和高中同學聊了比較深入的話題。
回來以後回了幾封語言交換的信，然後寫了去參加婚禮的英文心得，日文寫沒三句就想睡了..........
It was a beautiful wedding.
Since I made friend with this girl, I told myself I must attend her wedding in the future.
Because she is my best friend and I want to be there on the most important day of hers.
And yes, I did.
But I was more surprised that the naive and kind hearted girl I used to know has become a beautiful grownup with very fluent and proper speech on the stage in front of me.
I wiped my tears several times, when I saw her happiness on her face, shining the peaceful and mature happiness.
I watched the vedios they made for the wedding, seeing deeper about both of them and discovered the diffirent faces I haven't seen.
And there were so many people's blessings.
I was proud of my best friend who owned her beloved husband and so many good friends gathering together for witnessing her happiness. I could not help to hold my tears when I saw her wiping tears on the stage, too.
I did not realize why until I came back to Taiwan. I thought it was beause of a sense of sorrow.
When I was looking through the pictures of the wedding, and the later pictures they took on the honeymoon, I realized the reason I cried is because the sentimentality of sensing my best friend was leaving me because she has found her love.
And I was glad and very appreciated that her husband was going to hold her in each other's lives.
Many guests gave speeched about marriage. I was not familiar with this topic. But I was glad I attended the wedding party and witnessed my friend's happiness and the same way her husband looking at her, with full of love, trust, and thoughtfulness.
Thank you for inviting me.
Good marriage and with all my blessings.
素晴らしい 結婚式 参加しました‘。 最初に 知り合いた時 隼の結婚式 ぜタイに参加したいと思います‘。 これやさしい 意地よい
以資證明............
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