when this began 一旦發作時
i had nothing to say 我沉默不語
and i’d get lost in the nothingness inside of m 迷失在自我的空洞裡
i was confused 我困惑不已
and i let it all out to find / that i’m 讓情緒發洩 想知道我並非唯一
not the only person with these things in mind 腦子亂亂想的人
inside of me 在我內心裡
but all the vacancy the words revealed 言語洩漏的空白
is the only real thing that i’ve got left to feel 是我僅能感受的真實
nothing to lose 我一無所有
just stuck / hollow and alone 只能動彈不得 空虛 孤獨
and the fault is my own 只怪自己
and the fault is my own 只怪自己
i want to heal i want to feel 我渴望治癒 我渴望感受
what i thought was never real 我總活在幻想世界裡
i want to let go of the pain i’ve held so long 我渴望能放開那保有以久的傷痛
[erase all the pain ’til it’s gone 磨滅所有傷痛 直到消失不見
i want to heal i want to feel 我渴望治癒 我渴望感受
like i’m close to something real 彷彿就要觸及真實的世界
i want to find something i’ve wanted all along 我渴望找到長久追尋的
somewhere i belong 我的歸屬
and i’ve got nothing to say 我沉默不語
i can’t believe i didn’t fall right down on my face 不敢相信我還撐得住
i was confused 我困惑不已
looking everywhere / only to find that it’s 四處環顧 只想知道
not the way i had imagined it all in my mind 這只是我胡思亂想在作祟
so what am I 我到底是什麼
what do i have but negativity 除了負面思想 我還有什麼
’cause i can’t justify the 因為我無法理解
way everyone is looking at me 為什麼他們這樣看我
nothing to lose 我一無所有
nothing to gain / hollow and alone 一無所求 空虛 孤獨
and the fault is my own 只怪自己
the fault is my own 只怪自己
i will never know 我永遠也看不清自己
myself until i do this on my own 直到能自己面對
and i will never feel 我將永遠麻木
anything else until my wounds are healed 直到傷口癒合
i will never be 我永遠都是無名小卒
anything ’til i break away from me 直到逃離自己的禁錮
and i will break away 而我會掙脫
i’ll find myself today 我會在今天找到自我
i want to heal i want to feel like i’m 我渴望治癒 我想要感受
somewhere i belong 我的歸屬
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