today is the 4day u leave me
i still cant put out with crying
i know that u dont wanna to see me like this...
whatever...
i remembered i promised u if one day u leave me,
i wont be terrible sad like now,but its because i think u would think serious about our things,and then
make a decision which both u and me could recive with happiness...
but now, it seems u will not think about our things anymore,,
so i’m really afraid that u’ll leave me forever..
I thought this story could be special...and could be kept writing...
then why...?
i remember last months we talk about our story,
i was so sad and afraid...
but u told me dont be afraid, coz u need me
and told me if i trust u then i would not be afraid anymore
heard those words i think i can reassure...
but why so fast?
i ’m so believe those words u told me...
i remember every words u’ve told me,
and in the past four days,
when i think about them...
i just feel my heart is broken..really broken...
i remember every place we’ve been together,
and these days i’ve been working hard to go back to those place...
with many countless memories ...and think about u ...
i gradually find the change you said on me...
i remember..
at first,
cuz i didnt love u
so my behavior was natrual..and full of confidience..
that’s why u wanna rely on me...
but since we’ve together for maybe 3 months,
i became no my selfidea...
maybe the problem is this...
**The things i cant understand is why when u found out that there
is a big problem between us, u didnt tell me at once...
still when u told me...
but its really not fair..dear,
maybe u think u’ve been working hard to find the feeling
but i didnt join that...
and it means that i have no chances to make up for our love..
its too unfair...
so that day i asked u for a chance...
not need too fast
we can be good friends first...
trust me,
i can do it well coz i already promised u
just hope u can do me a favor
dont refuse me outside ur heart...
both u and me should have a chance
u choose to let go
and please give me a chance to make up...
could u please...?
that’s have a little fair...
i dot know how long u can fall in love again
but i believe i need a long long time...
my dear*
不敢問妳會不會後悔因為怕妳不會...
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